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My sincere lack of faith

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Gulf sunset (Photo by T.S. Bremer, 2009)

Faith has always been a troubling concept for me, something I intuitively avoid. Perhaps my uneasiness stems from the term’s multiple meanings and uses. Merriam Webster lists three definitions, with sub-divisions on the first two, of the noun “faith”:

  1. a : allegiance to duty or a person : LOYALTY // lost faith in the company’s president
    b (1) : fidelity to one’s promises
       (2) : sincerity of intentions // acted in good faith
  2. a (1) : belief and trust in and loyalty to God
       (2) : belief in the traditional doctrines of a religion
    b (1) : firm belief in something for which there is no proof // clinging to the faith that her missing son would one day return
        (2) : complete trust
  3. something that is believed especially with strong conviction, especially a system of religious beliefs // the Protestant faith


They also include in their definition the added usage “on faith” : without question // took everything he said on faith.

These definitions help me think about why I intuitively avoid faith. I value trust, but only as a confidence that is earned. Undeserved, unjustified trust seems dangerous, a gullibility that allows exploitation and manipulation. Loyalty also has its limits; clinging to old relationships by loyalty alone seems unmerited as well. In my experience, loyalties are better re-earned through constant care, compassion, and empathetic response, never on blind faith.

On the other hand, faith in the sense of “sincere intentions” builds trust, and I embrace a sincerity of intention that motivates one’s concerns, actions, and words. Now there’s something I might have faith in.

[Daily post 066 of 260 in my year-long challenge.] ♨

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